How is it possible?ย 

Okay so what do you call that when you’re feeling so (like SO down) but you still manage to motivate yourself? How is this even possible? 

What do you call that when you have friends or you’re surrounded by so many people but STILL feel so alone? How is this even possible? 

Why is it that you look like the happiest person ever but u truly aren’t? How is it possible? 

How can I stay strong for others when I’m not even strong enough for myself? How is this possible? 

Why am I so sad when there’s others who are going through worst things and you feel so bad for feeling sad? How is this possible? 

How is it even possible to smile when in reality all you wanna do is cry? 

I’m honestly so grateful for the life I live but I still feel terrible everyday? How is it even possible? 

I want friends so bad but at the same time I also prefer to be alone? How is this possible? 

There’s so many things I just don’t get. So many things go through my head I cant even deal. Like I know it’s all part of the process. How am I supposed to “talk about it” when I don’t even know what I feel. I get that things have to happen and blah blah blah but like I’m so beyond tired of people saying; “you’re so ungrateful others have it worse than you” , “what are you so sad about” and so many things more.. 

I really hate to put negatives things like this out here because I know I should be motivating people and what not but I am human and I’m not always jolly and happy I have my really bad moments. And I’ve been going through something’s but hopefully I’ll be fully back and running! 

Sorry for this negative note but I had to be real and just show it how it is. This is just how I’ve been feeling lately… 

And if u read this far I Love you and please always feel free to talk to me!

~ Alison ๐Ÿผ

Rosesย 

Alison thinking out loud

Roses are full of thorns so why do we like them so much? Because we don’t pay mind to it’s thorns. What catches our attention is their petals

It’s the same with us. 

Everyone has imperfections. The people we love; why do we love them? We love them for all the good things we don’t really focus on their ‘bad’ things. I’m sure that if we just focused on the bad things we wouldn’t love them. 

This shows that the good overweighs the bad and that we can find beauty even in the bad things. 

Mind you your physical aspect isn’t what makes you beautiful. Beauty is seen with your eyes closed. What does that mean? That means that beauty is an act of kindness, your personality, every good thing you do, what comes from your heart and what is felt. It’s not all physical appearance. Think about it… Physical beauty fades, it gets wrinkles, pimples, blemishes, scars, bruises and what not. But this is why we cant just focus on the physical beauty because when all these things happen we start feeling ugly due to the fact that all we focus on is our physical beauty. How about we focus more on what’s the inside and not on the outside so much. Now, I’m not saying to not take care of your physical beauty NO! In fact you have to take care of it because that’s the first thing we show but what I’m saying is to focus more on bettering your inside, personality, integrity, respect towards others and just what makes you YOU.

Just love yourself the way you are. There is only ONE YOU! Make sure to make it the best YOU! 

Idk why I felt like I needed to say this but hopefully someone who reads this can find help in it ๐Ÿ™‚ have a lovely day lovelies ๐Ÿ’–

~Alison ๐Ÿผ

Alison Modelling!?ย 

Heyyy ya’ll! I hope your week went well! Mine went ok I guess. 

Soooo last week Monday I stayed over at my friend’s house and she loves photography and I love to model (I think that’s something you guys didn’t know about me ๐Ÿ™ˆwell now you know)  so whenever we have time or just wanna have fun we have a photoshoot. She takes amazing pictures! If you have Instagram please go support her for me!! I will leave her photography instagram down below: 

Her Photography Instagram Here

So about me wanting to model…… Well I want to be a model for like clothing stores (some of ya’ll are prolly thinking like “but she doesn’t have the ‘model type body’) I know if I could I would be a plus size model. I still don’t understand why they label “plus size” models differently, why can’t they just call them models like the rest!? That’s the problem with society that we have to put a label on everything and that’s why people feel like they don’t fit or they’re not what society wants them to be. I’m all for body empowerment and just accepting yourself how you are. So love yourself lovelies! I hope someday I get to become a model ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ I still haven’t reached that confident level yet but I’m sure I will soon! 

Sorry for making this longer than it should be. What was I gonna do?? OOH THE PICTURES… These pics weren’t planned so I didn’t take cute clothes so these don’t show my sense of style but hope you like them!!! HERE YOU GO!! 

 
Thanks for reading and watching ๐Ÿ’– 

~Alison ๐Ÿผ

The Blue Sky Tag


Hey guysss so Thoughts in Life tagged me on The Blue Sky Tag and I’m beyond grateful for it! Lets get down to business ๐Ÿ˜›

Here are the rules:

  • Give 11 questions 
  • Tag 11 people
  • Answer the 11 questions given to you 
  • Thank the person who tagged you

Questions asked to me:

1) What is your favorite thing to do when you’re bored? 

– Play with my dog 

2) When was the last time you apologized to someone? 

– I don’t remember 

3) Which song do you dislike?

there are many I don’t like but I cant think of one rn 

4) Have you ever been scared about something? 

– definitely! Lol umm spiders, I don’t think I will ever stop being scared of them 

5) Would you change something about yourself? 

– haha this is actually a good question but if I answer it ya’ll gonna be like ๐Ÿ˜ฑ either way I’m gonna answer it… I don’t like my face so I would change my face. Also my body because I’m fat but I know that with a diet and exercise I can change it I just haven’t put the effort… But I mean my face is something else because in order to change it I would need plastic surgery and I would NEVER get plastic surgery but if I had the power to just change it I would change my face. I’ve always had low self esteem but I know some day I’ll have confidence in myself and feel good in the body I’m in. 

6) What is your favorite genre of music? 

– I don’t really have a favorite genre of music. In fact I can’t even differentiate the type of genres ๐Ÿ˜‚ if I like a song I like it. I don’t pay attention to that ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ lol idk if I explained myself ๐Ÿ˜‚ I’m complicated ๐Ÿ™„

7) Do you think you’re a creative person? 

– not really but I can be ๐Ÿค”

8) What embarrasses you the most? 

A lot of things but I don’t know how to explain it lol ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ

9) Can you play any instruments? 

– No. I’ve tried but it’s not really my thing.

10) Have you won anything in a fair or by playing a game? 

– Yes!!! Lol when I was little I won a fish at a fair for throwing the ball in a bucket ๐Ÿ˜‚

11) What is your favorite flower? 

  Tulips 

Questions for the blogs I tag:

  1. How do you describe yourself? 
  2. Are you scared of heights? 
  3. If you could be an animal what animal would you be? 
  4. How old are you? 
  5. What is your overall goal in life? 
  6. Would you like to be famous? 
  7. What natural disaster are you mostly scared of? 
  8. Have you had a paranormal life experience if yes what? 
  9. Are you a dog person or a cat person? 
  10. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? 
  11. Favorite quote? 

I tag:

~Alison ๐Ÿผ

The Versatile Blogger Awardย 


I got nominated to The Versatile Blogger Award a few days ago by the lovely thegirlonthego08 ! Go ahead and check her blog for me please!! Honestly I get so shocked everytime someone nominates me for things like this because I can’t believe people actually think about my blog… I feel so humbled and honored for this! So thank you! 
These are the rules

  • You have to thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog! 
  • Link the nominees and inform them about their nomination
  • Nominate at least 15 bloggers of your choice 
  • Share 7 facts about yourself 

Seven facts about me:

  1. I have a dog
  2. I have 2 brothers
  3. I’m the oldest 
  4. I’m Christian 
  5. I speak spanish and English fluently 
  6. People say I look mad all the time ๐Ÿ˜‚ but that’s just my face ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ
  7. I love watermelon ๐Ÿ‰

I nominate:

  1. Wanderfully living
  2. ashantichanel
  3. vaasstewart
  4. clumsyandsilly
  5. AYEXBEE
  6. Bakhitah
  7. Thoughts in Life
  8. Simply Sinead
  9. Uniquely Rosie
  10. Elsie L.M.C
  11. This Darling Adventure
  12. Wandering in my genes
  13. Thunder Poet
  14. The_Nocturnal_Poet
  15. LADYHOOD 

~Alison ๐Ÿผ

MY FIRST VIDEO!!!ย 

OKAY GUYSSSSS HERE IT IS!! Lol I know I’m like the only one excited but it’s because this is what I really want to do I just never have the guts to actually do it ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ I’m not that good looking so don’t be surprised when you see it!! ๐Ÿ™Š

I hope you guys can see it with no problem. And I would really appreciate your feedback on this and just anything you want to say! So pleeaasseeee tell me!! This is my first actual video so I know it’s not the best, I’ll get better in time. 

Thanks for reading/watching ๐Ÿ™‚

~Alison ๐Ÿผ

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The Liebstar Awardย 

I guess I can say I like being tagged in these type of things ๐Ÿ˜‚ well according to the blogger who tagged me Sanchali07wanderer , the Liebstar Award was created torecognize or discover new talented Bloggers in the Blogosphere and welcome them. Sooooo yea, as ya’ll know I’m new to this. Thanks Sanchali07wanderer for tagging me! 


Here are the 11 questions Sanchali07wanderer asked:

  • What is your greatest achievement outside blogging?                     

 I would have to say my greatest achievement was when I (well basically God working through me) helped this girl restore her connection with her dad. I love helping others in any way possible even if I don’t notice it at the moment.     

    • What are your nicknames? You prefer to be called? 

     People call me Ali, Alis, Sirena (cuz of an inside joke with my friend), Chuca (another inside joke), Al, and Ali Pandi (cuz I LOVE Pandas)!! But I mostly like Ali. 

      • How many days can you last in solitary confinement?

       I like being alone but I don’t know how long I could go being confined in one space by myself… maybe 3 days ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ 

        • What are the top three qualities that draw you to someone new?   

         Personality, teeth (I know its weird), the way they talk ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ 

          • Which animals scare you the most?      

            DEFINITELY SPIDERS ๐Ÿ˜ญ I’M ARACHNOPHOBIC 

              • What would your autobiography be called?    

                “Life as Alison” (I can’t think of anything better rn) 

                • What is the strangest thing you believed as a child?   

                  That the tooth fairy was real ๐Ÿ˜‚

                  • Where is your fav place to take out an out of town guest? 

                  This placed called “El Rancho Catracho” it’s a Honduran food place. (I’m Honduran ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡ณ) 

                    • Are you good at keeping secrets?       

                      Yes I am! 

                      • The recent compliment received?        

                       Someone came out of nowhere and said “I was looking through pictures on my phone and I saw one pic of you and I just stared at it and realized that you’re actually really really pretty” and I was shocked because the person said it out of nowhere and because I don’t think of myself like that…. P.S. I’m actually really ugly.     

                        • Your patronous?   

                          Idk what this is or means ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ 

                          11 Random facts about me:

                          1. I have a habit of biting my nails. 
                          2. I love pandas. 
                          3. I am an EXTREMELY shy person. 
                          4. I have a dog. She’s my life. 
                          5. My birthdate is all 9’s. 
                          6. I’m hydrophobic.
                          7. I don’t own a laptop.
                          8. I’m a total animal lover like LITERALLY! 
                          9. I have sense for fashion. 
                          10. My favorite color is turquoise. 
                          11. I’m an introvert (as you might know) 




                             11 bloggers I tag:    

                          1.  A glimpse of darkness  
                          2.  Wortharticlesblog    
                          3.  A song of my life   
                          4.  PoeticLife      
                          5. UniquelyRosie    
                          6. Wholelottastories   
                          7.  Elsie L.M.C     
                          8.  My Life in an Ocean of Fear   
                          9.  Bakhitah   
                          10.  Ayexbee        
                          11.  Clumsyandsilly                                

                          My 11 questions to you

                          1. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? 
                          2. What is your favorite animal? 
                          3. What is your definition of beauty? 
                          4. What is your dream job? 
                          5. Have you ever been bullied before? 
                          6. Are you religious or spiritual? 
                          7. What is your dream job? 
                          8. What are you most thankful for? 
                          9. Are you a patient person? 
                          10. What is your favorite color?
                          11. Are you scared of heights? 

                            ~Alison ๐Ÿผ